WHAT NEXT AFTER 23.11.18?

A.D.H.D (ACTIONS DONE WITH HIGH DISREGARD) I stare on the phone then back on my TV screen hoping for a feedback to be But is it worth it or a must need? To speak to you again, that would make me calm indeed, The space in this room is quite wide but my patience is thin I really want to know what's happening within to make you not to talk to me, when did this shell suddenly come to be , please oh please let me in, I'm worried about you, but you don't like it when I intervene, true I understand you enjoy your space that's not being mean but when you turn your head I start thinking deep within, that maybe it's not you it's just me and me ,what is that that really needs to be understood and seen? Aside from this I'm worried what's to come to be, career and social life hasn't been quite a cup of tea, but I'd rather push on and see what I'll be even though it drains most of my energy but that's how life is , like a cup of tea, is it wh

GREEN CREEP **My worst nightmare came to be. There she was, having sex with a stranger. He was inside my lover. Pity! ** I wish you maintained the energy that I thought was right, From the first time we met till today's fight, Wondering why this is a fight, when I should have actually walked out that door 10 minutes ago, It's sad that you were convinced that I wasn't going to know, "I can explain...." The narrative you've always practiced from the first time it fell right, Switching bodies then lying to "the one" at night, I didn't sign up for this to be honest, You were the one I trusted, the one I could come when I'm at my lowest, Last time I checked the unwritten contract was mutual, But unwritten terms were discovered when you started acting unusual, Was a clean agreement so difficult of a task? Your reasons my dear if I may ask? "Ummm Aaah...." Was it the sex? Was it falling out of love? Was it for the thrills and sp

KISS OF DEATH True story by the way….. Midday, sunny as always. Just 3 kids outside having fun. Chilling out maxin’ relaxing all cool. The wildest bit was yet to come. “Tyson, Tyson, it’s your turn. Come on, we don’t have all day you know.” You know I just had to flash some skills of mine. Three kids skipping rope? Nothing wrong with that, right? Just two girls and ya boy. I was the youngest in the trio; a cousin, a neighbour and yours truly. Nothing wrong, right? WRONG! She is looking at me funny. What’s the deal with that? Are you not entertained? Judging by the fact you are extremely focusing on me, I guess you are. Oh well. She beckons me to the back of her house. Little did I know what was going to happen. To be honest, I thought I was just getting interviewed for my rope jumping skills. Shit! Mishandled and manhandled. Face first, lips devoured. I have no idea if it was a kiss or pure suction. Boy was getting devoured for sure. Help! Anyone! Cousin, help maybe? After she was done

AIN’T NO ROMANCE IN NAIROBI  "Ay, bro....pull up right here, pull up over here. This is the spot right here" "Yessir" "Maguys si tukate?" "Hio ni swali? Kwani tumekuja hapa Kudo?" "Weee seti wacha story mob" "Nani anabless?" "Wee leta, let a nigga show you" "Bruh! You are just spanking a bottle of alcohol, nothing serious" *Smacks the bottle, for the culture and to appease the ancestors* 7 shots later..... "Ebu wekeni Ngoma Bana" "This beat kind of heat tho" "Can you freestyle?" "Bet my drunk ass self I can. Play that shit" Ain't no romance in Nairobi, Best pick up line you get is " Babe Niko horny" Where the flowers at, where the chocolates at? The guys' bar is too low that's for a fun fact, But that's what you get when both parties don't know how to react, To romance, both giving and very much accepting, "Co

 MIDNIGHT GRAVEL I don’t know if I should be referred to as toxic or just another brother being all salty, But fuck it! I’ve been a push over for years, Shhh!! listen, I got some tea for your ears, Once upon a time I met this weaver of a kind, Two replied text messages, I swear, But really what are your intentions? Claimed to be smooth, she's creative, I also loved her creation, Pretty, brown skin, five foot something, “What’s a pretty one like you doing in a place like this?” But I swear she was acting, Going a couple of days we could talk, but really it was a phase, Blew me away, out of my mind, brain washed and kind of dazed, But what was going on behind closed doors, That Kept hiding under my nose, But I get where you came from, That was shallow of a move, but I couldn’t resist, call me Georg Simon Ohm, Somewhat I was a push over, from start to stop, Call me what you want now but my soul is on top, Father forgive him for he has simped before you, But I swear I have a loving hea

WHAT NEXT?  So what next? Met you the other day and thought I found the one, got me feeling blessed, By a pretty girl like you let me show you my interest, I know it's been a couple of days, this flower really needs our water, You got me in my feelings, in my mind, you're having my daughters, Is it too fast for real? Or you just didn't have time to heal? From the toxic vibes you previously got, no baby, you just need to chill, I know I like you, that's a fact, I already know how to act, But most of these girls out here keep playing, now that's a fact, You don't quite get the picture, I just want you, all strings ,just let me be your man, And you can be my Tinker, I'll be the green boy Peter Pan, Green because I'm always jealous, of Jack, Jay and William, When I say to you you're always bringing up my small talks with Lillian, But you spend so much time chatting with your no good friend Brian, There's nothing really assuring, I better

 TEXT MESSAGE The following content you are about to consume contains cringe, cringe and more cringe, readers' discretion is advised. **Grabs his phone eagerly and texts this girl he met a few days ago. The Conversation was good you know, vibes after vibes**   Hello there, there’s a couple of things I’d like to tell you, But promise me, the feedback should be all true, I’ve been trying to figure out stuff about you, To be honest you aren’t much of an open book ,that’s true, The guy seated a few places at the front, I don’t think you noticed me but let's carry on, What’s your type or personality? You know, what clicks for you ? I like your's apparently, Or you’re into astrology? A lover of stars. I'm texting you now yet I don’t know how I made it this far, Are you a cancer? Because you're  usually not the giver of an answer, A Leo? But arrogance is not what I need though, Sagittarius? So that I can kiss you when nobody is hearing us, A Libra? Wondering what’s under y